Today I was reintroduced to the most bestest drug ever. I try to stay away from things that chemicallly change my general make up. But, man, I had to have it.
I took just a little to start, not sure if this was really happening. It was. I was hooked. Giddy; giggly even. I don't giggle. EVER. I plunged full in. Head first, committed to totally enveloping every part of me in this perfect high.
I wanted more and more. Euphoric on the high, I couldn't control myself. I shook with ectasy as I felt the chemical change in my system. The rush overtook the logical part of my brain, the part that controls rationality. Before I knew it. I was a kid splashing through a mud puddle sending rivlets of water cascading through the air. My face couldn't contain my smile.
I shuddered with pure pleasure as the high carried me through the evening time. When I finally came down, I was so used and freezing on the inside and out. The drug has suddenly become my internal fire; and now I feel powerless without it in my system.
I'm so gonna get me more of that absolutely wonderful mind and body altering high. I get goosebumps thinking of it now. Mmmmm.
Track season.
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